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newsflash, but not really [Friday, October 23rd, 2009 @ 2:12am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | glee ] its officially the story of my life. its 2 am and i need to sleep but i am going to watch glee because i just cant wait. freak out

first thought best thought mentality [Saturday, October 10th, 2009 @ 10:40pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | the office ] information everyone wanted to know: theres a pimple on my nose and its at that stage where it makes me feel like rudolph the red nose reindeer. i get it, rudolph. today i worked yates and sheesh bad driver fest! theres something called common courtesy and common sense and just stop trying to get yourself in an accident! the best part was when the ambie, firetrizzuck, and coppos came rolling through and added to the chaos. paranoia makes staying in a house thats not your own pretty freaking scary. im always tired nowadays. m = bsit, t-f = 9-8 (abe, then tgsp), s-su = (open tgsp), all culminating in a big fat zero days for myself to rest. 2 get down | freak out

considering the influx of b&b, free people, and blah ad banners... [Thursday, September 17th, 2009 @ 12:46am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | she is love --parachute ] also, doubleclick, thanks for keeping track of everything i do on the internet. way to be subtle. i feel conflicted about my views on online marketing and web tracking. freak out

i agree. [Thursday, September 17th, 2009 @ 12:36am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the mess i made --parachute ] http://www.goldinuniverse.com/ Name: erica Date: 9/17/2009 Colorgenics Number: 12046573   You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person. All of your dreams and hopes have not materialised and consequently you are unsure of which way to go. This uncertainty has led to considerable stress but you have sufficient 'strength of mind' to overcome this state of affairs although it will take some time. You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be. The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions. You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time. i would say this is pretty much how i feel but just really straightforward and not as desperate (unless i am desperate and dont know it yet). freak out

yes yes, it has been so fucking long. [Sunday, June 21st, 2009 @ 1:45am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | tv is my music ] a) why do you do that crap you do? mind is wandering and wild. b) as expected, jenny and i experienced a million different awkward things tonight. still good though. c) i have to work for the rest of my life. freak out

things i am upset about: [Saturday, May 30th, 2009 @ 1:02am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | ace enders and a million different people <3 ] a) lack of sleep b) lack of money c) lack of job (you know, of the grown up variety) d) missing saves the day (god, i am so mad at myself) e) missing demetri martin (god, i am so mad at kyle) f) any social events that i have missed or am missing or will miss g) closing all weekend because my boss hates me more than you know. but i would be perfectly okay with listening to ace enders and a million different people for the rest of my natural life. freak out

dear computer, what are you doing? [Friday, May 22nd, 2009 @ 1:51am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | hard drive humming ] how about i win the lottery so i can buy a computer that wont shit on me. freak out

a little bit funny [Sunday, May 17th, 2009 @ 8:15pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | why did you call?! ] [mother cracking crab while sitting next to me] me: mom, dont get it on me! mom: why, cause youll smell crabby? freak out

they dont stop [Tuesday, May 12th, 2009 @ 10:49pm] [ mood | a huge crybaby ] [ music | both sides now ] why has every tv show that i have watched recently made me cry? so ridiculous. freak out

oh dear to hopeless romanticism [Saturday, May 9th, 2009 @ 1:27am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | greys anatomy ] no idea why i chose to watch greys anatomy right before i need to sleep. now i am bawling and snotty and generally heartbroken. great job! freak out

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